goin with the flow...

i've been interested in horoscopes and zodiacs since god knows when.. but haven't got down to findin out the exact meanin of mine. im a pisces btw. a fish. supposedly a dolphin. =) aniways... it's the twelfth symbol. pisces r usually born between feb 19 ~ march 20. i fall nicely in between, march 12.
there are certain traits normally found in us fishes.. we're gentle, good natured, likable, sensitive, imaginative, artistically able, naive, escapist and selfless. i agree with a few of them, especially imaginative. i dream alot. but naive? i don't think so... selfless... sometimes... escapist ..YES! i usually stand near the EXIT sign. we fishes tend to go with flow... sayin ok to somethings we don't even agree with, just to escape from future predicaments. but the bottom line is, i don't put to much stock in this horoscope thing. it's juz something im interested in. oh, pisces is also associated with Helen of Troy - Beauty and Love. guess we fishes r just beautiful xD

thin line between good and evil

funny thing happened this morning on the bus ... i was standing ( a norm for 159 in the mornings )... yea, so i was standing and a lady who sits on a seat adjacent to my position was going to alight. So, i sorta turned my body sideways to let her pass. What i didn't know was that an ahma behind me was trying to get pass me to alight the bus too. i was listening to music at that time, so my point of focus ( entirely visual ) was to the front of me only. i guess while waiting for the lady to get pass me i sorta pissed the ahme off by standing in front of her, and, im guessing only, i didn't hear her saying "excuse me". so she shouldered past me, while looking at me with glaring eyes, and i was like, what the hell? what did i do? i like to use my mp3 as a distraction to the outside world. motto of the hour is me, myself and no one else. Guess the whole ordeal's kinda funny now that i think about it, but it pissed me off in the mornings. im so not a morning guy. some say a teenager's not fully human till midday. i totally agree. physically moving but mentally sleepin, moving through the crowd utilizing only my senses and subconsciousness. sometimes i got no recollection of the happenings in between the journey from point A to point B. in the mornings. so not cool.

Phantom of the opera

im kinda into the Phantom of the opera these days.. the theme song just keeps playin in my head. the Phantom's a great story, compelling and heartbreaking at the same time. just hearing the song makes me feel like im in the presence of someone great. im feelin pretty happy right now... it doesn't matter why =)


o im learning this song right now by jay chou




i think its nice

light in darkness

living in a turmoil is a very sad...but that's just how it is for me. My grades didn't pick up, the band didn't make it, my facial complexion's down in hell, my boss keeps up the pressure and i'm out of cash. the only thing going for me right now is my mom, basketball, my guitar and my close friends. whatever it is im still feeling like hell these few days. i didn't show it on my face, but that's the way it is. but i spotted a tiny light in these dark times. it's still far away, out of reach, but i would like to it. it makes me feel warm and light inside.

magnum opus pt1.

i wish a tornado will just appear in Singapore and destroy this tiny island. No, make that a series of tornadoes. One tornado for each region ( north, south, east, west ). Kill everyone of us and make this world a better place. Of course there will be resistance, but in my story everyone dies, except me. Then i will travel this land alone, my power unmatched and unrivaled in this desolate place. At this point it sounds like a scene from the movie I Am Legend. In my story, however, there's no zombie-like humans who couldn't go out to the sunlight or some shit like that. There's just me. everything on this tiny island is for me to control. the first thing i would do is go to town and get some new threads. since the mrt's down, i would have to walk...or find a bike or motorcycle, or if im lucky, a car. i would go to town. get some new threads. then i'll visit the Istana beside Plaza Singapura. Now that's something people don't get to see everyday. the inside of the istana. of course, the whole place is destroyed, but it doesn't matter. the front door stands strong against the wild wind. Opening the door, im welcomed with more ruble... and dead faces. people who had been trapped inside and buried under the ruble and debris. a woman's face attracted my attention. her face is not so much dead but alive. but she's dead alright. no breath, no pulse on her neck, nothing. but her face shines with vatility. i reached out to close her dead eyes.... to be cont'd.

earth-shatterin

due to my new line of work, im now seeing a few people in a different light. First and foremost kudos to my uncle. He's helped my family alot through hard times and due to recent events, he's gone up to top 10 on my list of favourite people. And my mom who recently showed that im actually a poor kid who have to beg for money weekly ( sigh ... but that's gonna change real soon ). A friend of mine said to me that F&B is a line of work where you gain alot of experience and meet alot of different types of people. I just nodded my head and gave a noncommittal 'ah', but i personally feel that experience, though different in every line of work, will be gained and different types of people would be met no matter what line of work you're in. Since it's been a long time since i posted, guess i'll make this quite a long one. Im now quite into japanese dramas due to the influence of my mom, and i kinda like 'em. One actress that leaves a deep impression on me is Maki Horikita. Call me a fanboy, but i like her. Here's a picture of her.

oh, and i found a sesame street cover by Me First And The Gimme Gimmes

And also phantom of the opera, also by mfatgg

bloody good stuff!

lovers' delima

as a guy who have gone through different phases of his life, i realised that having a girlfriend is really tough on people our age. Romantics may openly disagree with me here at this point by sayin love is all they want and ever need to carry them through their lives, but here's the real deal. the following is based on people whose age range between 16 - 24.


1) emotionally unstable


2) financially unstable ( it doesn't matter if you have a part time job or not, you'll still be short of dough )


3) mentally unstable ( mostly for guys, but there are a few chicks in this category )


all these instability will, though not all the time, lead to one thing : offspring. guys will rush their gfs for sex and dump them as soon as they got some. And then they'll tell their friends that they miss their ex. Weird huh?


btw, im still lookin for one right now. And it's for long-term, not just a two-week stand.