light in darkness

living in a turmoil is a very sad...but that's just how it is for me. My grades didn't pick up, the band didn't make it, my facial complexion's down in hell, my boss keeps up the pressure and i'm out of cash. the only thing going for me right now is my mom, basketball, my guitar and my close friends. whatever it is im still feeling like hell these few days. i didn't show it on my face, but that's the way it is. but i spotted a tiny light in these dark times. it's still far away, out of reach, but i would like to it. it makes me feel warm and light inside.