im in the wrong place,seriously

as the title suggests, im gonna rant about being in the wrong place at the wrong time. so here's the low down. im doing IT, in nyp. big deal, so do alot of ppl. but the thing is im not made to this programming crap. My brain just can't handle it. it's not that im stupid or anything, i just can't do it! recently my piano teacher told me that i can get my diploma at an earlier stage. im not braggin or anything, but she said i've got the capabilities to do so. but that means keeping my focus only on playing the piano and nothing else. and im doing double project in this semester. FUCK. not only im not gonna do ok for the projects, my diploma test is gonna be delayed big time. see how school screwed my life?! i've talked to my parents about leaving school, but they told me to keep at it no matter what cuz like it's nearly gonna be finished anyways, so, ok fine. it's gonna be a dark few months.