Rain FTW

kept on raining these days, can't really play much ball on the court. I have a question to put to China nationals = why are you guys so wussy? i mean, 5 guys bangin on 1 guy isn't really something to be proud of. not to mention the 1 guy is much smaller than the opposing 5 guys, i mean c'mon. Mother or country more important? i choose mother, but tts just me. anyways, i dont really see much of her last week and this week too, miss her so much, but there's nothing i can do. hope she understands. peace \/ out

im in the wrong place,seriously

as the title suggests, im gonna rant about being in the wrong place at the wrong time. so here's the low down. im doing IT, in nyp. big deal, so do alot of ppl. but the thing is im not made to this programming crap. My brain just can't handle it. it's not that im stupid or anything, i just can't do it! recently my piano teacher told me that i can get my diploma at an earlier stage. im not braggin or anything, but she said i've got the capabilities to do so. but that means keeping my focus only on playing the piano and nothing else. and im doing double project in this semester. FUCK. not only im not gonna do ok for the projects, my diploma test is gonna be delayed big time. see how school screwed my life?! i've talked to my parents about leaving school, but they told me to keep at it no matter what cuz like it's nearly gonna be finished anyways, so, ok fine. it's gonna be a dark few months.

OMG!

holy shit...im gonna be in another financial crisis soon if i dont stop my habit..haiz...wish my mom would give me more green. my girl came over ytd and watched The Ring with me. The things is, the movie didn't look like the one tt i watched years ago. It just seem so different. there's no girl climbing outta the well...the ghost girl didn't scratched lines on the wall...maybe those scenes got cut. Maybe it's a different movie all together. Whatever it was, it left me disappointed after a boring 2 hrs. watching superband nowadays if i got time. one band tt caught my attention is 异世界, or Lucify's lookalike is wat i call em. Looks aside, they're good. They show some remarkable musicianship and showmanship up on stage. Mayday came to support the event by playing a few songs. They call themselves a rock band, but i beg differ. They're pop, not rock. But, hey, tt's just me.. if u ppl still think what they're playing is rock, well..im nt gonna change your mind here. but just compare them to foo fighters or what have you. anyways..here's a video of 异世界 playing jay chou's 无双


and the original song

peace V out

Home Alone

now tt my mom is not here..i can do a few stuff tt was previously banned in my house, like...having friends over, play guitar and my piano all day long, skipping school if i want to, stuff like tt. My man kelvin came over the other day. it's like we're 17 all over again. We thrashed my house again, the bathroom specifically, im nt gg into details here, but lets juz say i dont make a good plumber. we made a song, and named it "life right now", still working on it. basically it's a song about our life right now, hence the name. i like it. well, since its the weekend im juz gg to slack all day long, since im gg to have splitting headaches starting monday, courtesy of fyp. its the 1st month tomorrow for me and her =) i hope the weather's gg to be fine. tt's all i guess. peace V out.

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been a long while since i posted. nth much to say. fyp has been, and still is, a bore. tried to do codings but failed, as usual. i dont really put much effort in it anyway, since im 2 gpa away frm cutting into the director's list, so im nt really bothered. concentration fixed on my piano instead. gotta train hard to be able to take the diploma nxt march. fingers are crossed for no finger-related injury X. my mom's away again..dunno for how long. getting to know hougang a little bit better now, since i live here and all. i just discovered the location of another toilet in hg mall, thx to my girl. things are gg v well with me and her, and im intending to keep it tt way. hmm...made some new friends in FYP. interesting bunch of peeps. well, tts it i guess. ima bail. peace V out.

hopeless in everything, but finger's are crossed for something to happen.

Heart Aflame

been through the first week of my fyp doin alot of things..mainly surfing the net, watchin movies, playing games, and... a little bit of coding, which worked by the way. Anyways, these few days have been great for me, and i hope, for her...get my drift?haha. she's making balloons in her office, dont ask me y.., anyways, im not attracted to balloons in this stage of my life, bt im reminded of my balloon phobia..a balloon bigger than my head exploded in my arms when i was aroudn 4 years old. yea, tt's why i got balloon phobia. Anyways, i got a new piano now..it's brown in colour..sounds good...gonna use it to make new jam material. It's been a year since i touched a piano, bt i found out i havent lost my skills, so step back ppl, cuz ima kill. nt really.haha XD. o, my mom bought a guinea pig and brought it home. I named it Wik. I was gonna go for Altair, but my mom said it sounds too wierd. What's so weird about Altair? i mean, ok, it came from around 1400 a.d. bt it sounds cool, no? it's meaning is good too, the flying one. Talking about names, i've come up with a few names for my future kids. Boy: Altair, Azriel, El-Kana. Girl: El-Hanah, Elianor, Deliah. I dunno y i even bothered thinking about it, it juz came to my head one day. I dont want my kids to have normal names like er..Jonathan, David, or even mordern names like Jerrick, Harvey. No way. My dad got a special name, Y~usak. My name is Abraham. not uncommon, bt sounds special anyhow. so my son's or my daughter's gotta have special names too.

From a place called Hell-On-Earth

so i've landed in fyp...i've had a bad impression of fyp ever since i found out that i'd only got like 4 days of hols from the end of exam to the start of this boring ass situation. It seems to me that fypj stands for For-Your-Personal-Judgement...some ppl may like it, like those working on the nintendo wii..some may have neutral feelings, like those already have sumthing to do, able to do it, but juz draggin the time so that they can slack more, and there are those in the other exteme end, ppl like me, whose bloody supervisor hasn't come around yet and it has already been like 3 days now..slack play games, memorize song lyrics, eat, chat, blog, sleep repeat. i mean, for christ sakes man, i dun get paid to come here to slack but i must. they want me to slack they might as well give me the permission to slack my ass off at home. I think i'll be more productive at home. ok enough of the dark side of things. My room's actually pretty good, so is my seat. I feel i've got the best seats in the whole of cohort. lol to those sitting in the window seats near the corridor. cant wait for fri, not only because its the last school day of the week. I kinda stopped playin my ps2 these days. It's not like i've got no time. the drive isn't juz there anymore. To think that i told my mom in my early teens that this drive of mine will last forever haha. Got napha trainin everyday tues nw. i dunno if i should pull outta napha, considering i cant do the pull ups due to my weak left-hand. some smart monkey told me to pull 1-handed, like dat's ever gonna happen lol. it's humanly possible though. i was juz jking abt the monkey thing. haha. u knw wat, this is kinda a long post. think i'll end it here. peace \/